19 August 2002
Monday Mission
Mine was an actual blanket. I had it for years and years, well into my teens, I believe. Strangely enough, I don't remember it disappearing, so maybe it lasted until I went to college, when pretty much everything that didn't go with me got tossed.
2. Now that you are a big kid, what do you have to give you that same sense of security?
In social situations, my camera. Gives me something useful to do, is a good topic of conversation, and also gives me something to do with my hands! And I know I'm pretty good with it, although I do get "performance anxiety" when I know a lot is riding on the results. I don't know that I have an equivalent at home--maybe my computer would be closest.
3. With a little over four months left in 2002, have you accomplished everything you wanted to for the year? Is there anything that you would like to accomplish before the year is over?
When I've allowed myself to be spontaneous, things have actually worked out better than I planned. But still, I get *so* little done, especially in that half of the year where I work two jobs. I'd like to put lots of stuff on Ebay (dolls, books, magazines, batches of clippings) to both get rid of them and make money. I'd like to do more LOTR-related travelling. I'd like to get caught up on website work, both on lilith but more particularly on my other sites, which have fallen woefully behind.
4. I don't know about you, but it seems to me children have it pretty good these days. Game systems, computers in the home, microwaves, cable TV, the internet, cell phones and pagers, they certainly have a wider variety of technology than most of us did as children. What modern convenience, if any, do you think it would be good for children today to do without? What would they gain?
A case could be made for any of them, depending on the family's (and the child's individual) circumstances. I think kids should use these "toys" responsibly, and preferably have them budgeted or rationed. If the child then decides to use the entire "budget" up surfing the web, so be it.
5. Many of us have one thing in which we believe we excel. What do you do better than most?
Strangely enough, I think it's photography, although I'm not technically very good. I'm willing to put a lot of time and effort (and money) into it, I will look through the lens for hours on end waiting for that perfect shot, I take a LOT of photos, and I take the time (and have the software) to make the best I can out of what I took.
6. In the United States, and possibly other countries, teenagers in High School usually wind up falling into several social circles or "cliques." Stoners, Rich Kids, Jocks, Cheerleaders, Band, Drama, Goths, and so on (though the names are probably different today). What High School "clique" did you find yourself in? Was it by choice or did it just happen? Did you look down on other groups? (Aw it's ok, it was/is High School, we all did dumb stuff)
I went to a very small high school, a very long time ago, and we didn't have a lot of cliques. Basically, you were either in or out. The rich kids, the cheerleaders, the jocks, and the otherwise just attractive, overlapped to a large degree and were all the "in crowd." The rest of us, whether poor, geek, band, or whatever, were just "not in." While there were maybe 5-6 people I knew well enough to talk to regularly, I had only one close friend in high school.
7. (it begins) I have great news! I won the contest and we now have plane tickets to anywhere in the world. The bad news is we have to pick a place now and leave in the morning. I can't decide where to go, so you get to pick. Where should we go, and what is the first thing we should do when we get there?
Well, first of all, who are you and what do *you* like? I have several different places I wouldn't mind going, so you might very well be the deciding factor. An easy one would be London, because there's just SO much to do there--I usually start off by dropping my bags and heading off to Kensington Gardens and the Serpentine, just to relax and unwind from the trip. I prefer not to do that during tourist season, though. Hmmm, is it Spring in New Zealand now? That might be another option. Start in Wellington and go off in search of LOTR locations. I love San Francisco and New York any time of the year, any occasion.
BONUS: Must I beg you?
Nah, just gimme some kind of sign, girl.
Why not Rivendell, dammit?
If I lived in Middle-Earth, it would be in: Gondor, The White City You enjoy the entropy and feeling of a city that never sleeps. The need to have fun and mingle with others is a necessity to you, as well as feeling the spirit of the urban life rushing around you. There is nothing in nature that excites you as much as technology, over-population, and the sight of skyscrapers at dizzying heights.
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18 August 2002
Woo hoo! Can I get some vodka?
I am a shy, nervous, unassuming, fidgety, and stuttery little person who began composing the same year I started music lessons of any sort. I wrote the first of my fifteen symphonies at age 18, and my second opera, "Lady Macbeth of the Mtsensk District," when I was only 26. Unfortunately, Stalin hated the opera, and put me on the Enemy Of The People List for life. I nevertheless kept composing the works I wanted to write in private; some of my vocal cycles and 15 string quartets mock the Soviet System in notes. And I somehow was NOT killed in the process! And Harry Potter(c) stole my glasses and broke them!
Who would you be? Dead Russian Composer Personality Test
16 August 2002
I finally saw "Restoration" last night
smattering.org >> From December 21, 2001 (since there is not a new one)
1. What is the weirdest thing you've ever eaten? Well, when I was in Scotland, I got very brave and ordered hagis. Luckily they were out. I have to admit, I'm not very adventurous in the food area, nor do I eat out often, nor does my local Dominick's (I live in a rather economically depressed part of the city) cater to outlandish tastes.
2. Name one (material) thing you can't live without. Hmmm. I go without a TV for months at a time. Digital camera use is sporadic. I play most of my CDs on the computer, read on the computer, watch news on the computer. So I guess--the computer!
3. Name something you've always wanted to do but didn't have time for. Go back to school. Not necessarily for a graduate degree, but just to continue to learn and grow. I still miss it, more than 20 years after I left.
4. What outrageous thing do you wish you had the nerve to do? Nearly anything. I'm basically a mouse.
5. How do you plan to spend your weekend? Working, in the rain, at Wrigley Field. And *gosh* aren't I looking forward to it. This time I swear, it really *is* my last year. I can't live through another summer like this one.
15 August 2002
Idiot Page - people who think student John Holmes is THE John Holmes...
Idiot Page
Caption Contest Results
14 August 2002
Plush Frodo?
http://www.funtocollect.com/ftcollect/twotowers.html
People.com | News Article | Osbournes Take in Son of Late Friend
I hate it when the rabbit dies...
13 August 2002
Congrats to Sean and Christine Astin
If you're looking for Rings-Thing, I did it on my LiveJournal this week.
12 August 2002
80s Song Quiz
1. Suckin' on chili dogs outside the Tastee-Freez
2. I've done no harm, I keep to myself
3. There's a freeway runnin' through the yard
4. I've seen a million faces and I've rocked them all
5. Your mom threw away your best porno mag
6. Can you hear them? They talk about us, telling lies, well that's no surprise
7. One that won't make me nervous, wonderin' what to do ... I Want a New Drug, Huey Lewis and the News
8. Are you more than hot for me, or am I a page in your history (book) Hot for Teacher, Van Halen
9. I can hear you comin', I know what you're after
10. And it's true we are immune when fact is fiction and TV reality
11. Don't go around breaking young girls' hearts Billie Jean, Michael Jackson
12. I've got my back against the record machine Jump Van Halen
13. You take me by the heart when you take me by the hand Mickey, Toni Basil
14. A cloud appears above your head, a beam of light comes shining down on you
15. I'm lying in the rain, but I never wave bye-bye Modern Love, David Bowie
16. He's the one that makes ya feel alright –
17. Are you happy, are you satisfied, how long can you stand the heat –
18. I think I thought you were someone else
19. I tried my imagination but I was disturbed
20. I tell you one and one makes three
21. I'll be stretching my mouth to let those big words come right out – Big Time, Peter Gabriel
22. And though she will mess up your life, you want her just the same
23. You can listen as well as you hear The Living Years, Mike and the Mechanics
24. Think of the tender things that we were working on –
25. They gave you life and in return you gave them hell –
26. Knew he must've been about 17
27. I am the maker of rules, dealing with fools I Can Read Your Mind, Doobie Brothers
28. Can't get food for the king
29. Step on a crack, break your momma's back
30. Her hair reminds me of a warm, safe place where as a child I'd lie
31. You're like the sun chasing all of the rain away
32. Everyone you meet, they're jamming in the streets –
33. I'm not internationally known, but I'm known to rock a microphone
34. Every time I see you falling, I get down on my knees and pray Bizarre Love Triangle, New Order
35. We'll take your car, yes we will, we'll take your car and drive it –
36. I said to my reflection. Let's get out of this place?
37. Easy ready willing overtime
38. The five years we have had have been such good times
39. Didn't know how lost I was until I found you Like a Virgin, Madonna
40. People of the world today are we looking for a better way of life
41. You in that dress my thoughts I confess verge on dirty
42. I'm about to lose control and I think I like it I Get Excited, Pointer Sisters
43. Write it on a pound note, pound note Goody Two Shoes, Adam Ant
44. We are strong, no one can tell us we're wrong Love is a Battlefield, Pat Benatar
45. Out on the road today, I saw a Deadhead sticker on a Cadillac – Boys of Summer, Don Henley
46. Caught up in the action I've been looking out for you The Heat is On, Glen Frey
47. An invisible man sleeping in your bed
48. But somewhere sometime when you're curious, I'll be back around –
49. I know her love is true but it's so damn easy makin' love to you -
50. Oh mother dear we're not the fortunate ones Girls Just Wanna Have Fun, Cyndi Lauper
51. And incidents arose from circumstance
52. You know I like my girls a little bit older Forget title, but it's by The Outfield
53. You always live your life never thinking of the future
54. Now we're sharing the same dreams, and our hearts can beat as one Caribbean Queen, Billy Ocean
55. She don't need a man's touch - Glamourous Life, Sheila E
56. She'll get a hold on you, believe it Easy Lover, Phil Collins
57. You're everywhere, but you're so hard to find
58. You want your percentage, but I'm the fool paying the dues
59. No April rain, no flowers' bloom, no wedding Saturday within the month of June I Just Called to Say I Love You, Stevie Wonder
60. There's a skeleton chokin' on a crust of bread
61. With my body and soul I want you more than you'll ever know
62. I used to think maybe you loved me, now I know that it's true – Walking on Sunshine, Katrina and the Waves
63. Animals strike curious poses When Doves Cry, Prince
64. Religion is a light in the fog
65. I don't know where I'm goin' but I sure know where I've been something by Whitesnake?
66. If you want to find all the cops they're hanging out in the donut shop
67. And there's a heart that's breaking down this long distance line tonight ... Missing You, John Waite
68. I'm always workin', slavin', every day
69. Feel like I could run away, run away from this empty heart
70. Kick off your Sunday shoes
71. Daddy says she's too young, but she's old enough for me
72. He turned to me as if to say, "Hurry boy, it's waiting there for you"
73. You're not naive, you must be strong
74. Darken the city night is a wire, steam in the subway earth is afire
75. She had the body of a Venus, Lord imagine my surprise
76. I can't help recalling how it felt to kiss and hold you tight
77. Will you meet him on the main line, or will you catch him on the rebound? Gloria, Laura Brannigan
78. Watching every motion in this foolish lover's game
79. You make the sun shine brighter than Doris Day
80. Loving would be easy if your colours were like my dream, red, gold and green
81. They threw an American flag in our face
82. When I'm dancing close to her, I can smell the chemicals
83. She told me to come but I was already there
84. Streetlight people, living just to find emotion
85. It belongs to them, let's give it back Band Aid
86. Everything you do is quite angelicate
87. Rolling like thunder under the covers I Guess That's Why They Call it the Blues, Elton John
88. I don't know what you expect staring into the TV set
89. My eyes dilate, my lips go green
90. I touch you once, I touch you twice
91. To have you with me I would swim the seven seas
92. Crazy little woman in a one man show
93. Went the distance, now I'm back on my feet
94. Got in a little hometown jam, so they put a rifle in my hand
95. There is freedom within, there is freedom without Don't Dream It's Over, Crowded House
96. But whatever road you choose, I'm right behind you win or lose Forever Young, Rod Stewart
97. I need fifty dollars to make you holler
98. So let's sink another drink cause it'll give me time to think
99. Goddess on the mountain top Venus, Bananarama
100. Couldn't see how much I missed you (now I do)
101. They even bother my poor father 'cause he's down with me
102. Where can I find a woman like that Jesse's Girl, RIck Springfield
103. Paul, I think I told you I'm a lover not a fighter
104. Mine's an ordinary life, working when it's daylight and sleeping when it's night
105. I had a whiskey on the rocks and change of a dollar for the jukebox
106. Just don't ask me how I am
107. Your lights are on but you're not home
108. Take your passion and make it happen What a Feeling, Irene Cara
109. That little faggot he's a millionaire Money for Nothing, Dire Straits
110. I was wrong, now I find just one thing makes me forget Red Red Wine, UB40
111. So if you're feeling low, turn up your radio
112. It's no better to be safe than sorry
113. Darlin' in my wildest dreams I never thought I'd go Harden My Heart, Heart
114. The road is long, there are mountains in your way
115. The Salvation Army band played and the children drank lemonade
116. The more you live, the faster you will die
117. I've got a secret I've been hiding under my skin
118. I love you though you hurt me so
119. Wouldn't wanna be swept away, far away from the one that I love
120. The sheik he drove his Cadillac
121. She showed me the beach, gave me a peach, and pulled out the suntan lotion
122. Two silhouettes saying goodnight by the garden gate
123. Have some more chicken, have some more pie
124. I asked the doctor to take your picture so I could look at you from inside as well
125. Well it's all right riding around in the breeze
126. I'm just going to keep on counting until you are mine
127. Every time you call my name, I heat up like a burnin' flame
128. This is it boys, this is war
129. I can't understand what makes a man hate another man
130. I can't sleep at night, I toss and turn
131. I know you really want to tell me goodbye
132. Food is served and you're stone cold munchin'
133. Don't let go while I'm hangin' on, 'cause I been hangin' on so long
134. We can dance, everybody look at your hands Safety Dance, Men Without Hats
135. I know a place where we can dance the whole night away underneath electric stars ...Rhythm of the Night, DeBarge
136. I know a good thing must come to an end but it's hard to take losing a friend
137. Well, Superman looked up at me, he said "You rock so naturally"
138. You can say anything you like, but you can't touch the merchandise She's a Beauty, the Tubes
139. You want a piece of my heart, you better start from the start
140. But when the wrong word goes in the right ear, I know you been lyin' to me
141. I follow where my mind goes
142. What's your definition of dirty, baby
143. We'll leave the TV and the radio behind
144. All you sittin' in high places, the rain's gonna fall on you
145. I turn the switch and check the number, I leave it on when in bed I slumber
146. So when the night falls, my lonely heart calls I Want to Dance with Somebody, Whitney Houseon
147. So you better go back to your bars, your temples, your massage parlors
148. Did you really think about it before you made the rules
149. So you think my singing's out of time, well it makes me money
150. Across the north and south to Key Largo, love for sale
151. Bermuda, Bahama, come on pretty mama Kokomo, Beach Boys
152. I swear that I could see forever in your eyes
153. Nothing had the chance to be good, nothing ever could Holding Back the Years, Simply Red
154. Take my license and all that jive
155. Well by the force of will my lungs are filled, and so I breathe
156. Dreams stay with you like a lover's voice fires the mountainside In a Big Country, Big Country
157. No huggin' no kissin' til I get a wedding ring
158. I don't worry 'cause my wallet's fat
159. Sister's sighing in her sleep Our House, Talking Heads
160. Better make it fast or else I'm gonna get pissed
161. Wish I knew what you were looking for
162. What's your price for flight
163. I know a guy who's tough but sweet
164. And I had a feeling I could be someone, be someone, be someone
165. Why do I find it so hard to write the next line, oh I want the truth to be said True, Spandau Ballet
166. Every time he pulls me near, I just wanna cheer Let's Hear it For the Boy (Footloose)
167. Put the needle on the record
168. Whoa no, I've got to keep on moving
169. Once upon a time there was light in my life, but now there's only love in the dark Total Eclipse of the Heart, Bonnie Tyler
170. I stain my sheets, I don't even know why
171. There were incidents and accidents, there were hints and allegations You can Call me Al, Paul Simon
172. I can't get any rest, people say I'm obsessed
173. She dances like she's never danced before Maniac, Michael Sembello
174. Do your fancy dances
175. Your moves are so raw, I've got to let you know you're one of my kind
176. Get up, get up, get up, get up, let's make love tonight
177. But when I win your heart, I'm gonna paint it cherry red
178. All the doors I closed on time will open up again
179. Dream of better lives, the kind which never hate
180. You can feel the punishment but you can't commit the sin No One is to Blame, Howard Jones
181. I'm not the one to tell you what's wrong or what's right
182. He wants me, but only part of the time Voices Carry, Til Tuesday
183. People don't you know, don't you know it's about time
184. You were the first, you'll be the last
185. You think you're mad, too unstable, kicking in chairs and knocking down tables
186. Your heart's been achin' but you're too shy to say it
187. The only one who'll hang out with me is my dear old granddad
188. Things are going great, and they're only getting better Future's so Bright, I gotta wear shades; Timbuk 3
189. So you better treat her right
190. It's time to bring this ship in to the shore and throw away the oars forever Can't Fight this Feeling, REO Speedwagon
191. We are the ones who make a brighter day, so let's start giving We Are the World
192. We could dance and party all night, and drink some cherry wine
193. Dressed up like a million-dollar trooper
194. You've got to find a way, say what you want to say
195. Sail away with me to another world
196. I'll be your friend, I'll help you carry on Lean on Me, Bill Withers
197. Welcome to the big time, you're bound to be a star
198. Yo no soy marinero, por ti sere, por ti sere, por ti sere La Bamba, Los Lobos
199. Work all day to earn his pay, so we can play all night
200. Ever since you've been leaving me, I've been wanting to cry
201. Baby baby when I look at you, I get a warm feeling inside
202. And when we hear the voices sing, the book of love will open up and let us in Broken Wings, Mister Mister
203. Some of them want to abuse you, some of them want to be abused Sweet Dreams, Eurythmics
204. He's licking his lips, he's ready to win, on the hunt tonight for love at first sting
205. I have a picture pinned to my wall Hold Me Now, Thompson Twins
206. I can see a new horizon underneath the blazin' sky
207. You'll flow down her river, she'll ask and you'll give her
208. Earth below us drifting falling floating weightless Major Tom, ??
209. Ooh baby, do you know what that's worth?
210. I know when to pull you closer and I know when to let you loose
211. Let me hear your body talk Physical, Olivia Newton John
212. Won't you pack your bags, we'll leave tonight
213. The beating of our hearts is the only sound I think we're alone now/remake, Tiffany
214. And if this world runs out of lovers, we'll still have each other
215. Is it so wrong to be human after all?
216. There is good and bad (mmmm-hmmm) in everyone
217. Who needs a heart when a heart can be broken? What's Love Got to Do With It, Tina Turner
218. It's gonna take money, a whole lotta spendin' money Got My Mind Set on You, Travelling Wilburies
219. I'm not the kind of girl who gives up just like that The Tide is High, Blondie
220. It must've been some kind of kiss, I shoulda walked away
221. You see it all around you, good lovin' gone bad Hold on Loosely, 38 Special
222. Ronny, Bobby, Ricky and Mike, if I like a girl, who cares who you like
PromoGuy's Monday Mission 2.32
Hmmm, I can't say there's one thing I'd bring back that hasn't already *been* back at least once. Maybe those loose, floral hippie-type dresses? Those were really comfortable. And dashikis.
2. In your opinion, who is famous but shouldn't be?
Josh Hartnett. Of course, I'm exaggerating here. He deserves to be famous, I guess. But I can't understand just how popular he is, or why he made the recent People list of great actors. I just don't think his work (quality *or* quantity) supports that, at least not yet.
3. Are there any new movies or TV shows that you are forward to this fall?
I am *so* out of TV that I have no clue what's no now, let alone in the fall. Movie for fall would, I guess, be the second DVD release of "Lord of the Rings" with the extra half-hour of footage. If I can put in what I *am* looking for in the fall that isn't a new TV show, it would be the return of Anthony Stewart Head to "Buffy."
4. If you had a time machine that you could use only one time (there and back), where would you go and what would you do?
Ask me next month and I might have a different answer, but for now, I wish I'd gone to San Diego ComiCon the first weekend in August.
5. What cologne of perfume do you like to wear? Which brand do you prefer that your partner wear?
I generally like the spicier orientals and the victorian florals--no particular brands preferred. I used to have a favorite cologne for men, but I've forgotten its name! (for friends: it was that one Praedy used to wear)
6. Do you recall your first "French kiss?" Tell me about how that felt, and how it came about. Do you like them?
I was a sophomore or junior in high school, dating an older guy for the first time. It was on the sidewalk outside of my house (while I was wondering who in my house or neighborhood might be watching). I was so caught up in finally *being* kissed that I can't say I remember if I actually liked it or not.
7. Excluding your partner...If you had the opportunity, who would you most like to French kiss?
Hmmm.... Because he has a reputation for not being a good kisser and I'd like to find out for myself (and, I hope, be able to report that the reputation was WRONG): Elijah Wood
BONUS: Can't you see that it's late at night?
This is two weeks in a row I haven't understood the bonus question! I am *so* out of it...
